[he couldn't blame him. if rey and kylo ren were after him, and he was supposed to be on "their side", he was a liability. for exactly what had just happened.
not that he was on thrawn's side, either.
he was on his own side, for whatever that was worth. not much, apparently.
it still hurt. it hurt more than walking away like "peace out guess we'll never talk again." but, you know what? he still didn't regret it. because at least thrawn knew. it wouldn't come as a surprise betrayal when rey and kylo ren decided to give his brain a root canal or whatever the fuck. he laid out his betrayal all by himself.]
i understand. i'm still sorry.
[not that he's really expecting a response, but since thrawn is apparently banning him from his life, he goes for it anyway--]
why did you never ask me anything about back home the way you did with rey?
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not that he was on thrawn's side, either.
he was on his own side, for whatever that was worth. not much, apparently.
it still hurt. it hurt more than walking away like "peace out guess we'll never talk again." but, you know what? he still didn't regret it. because at least thrawn knew. it wouldn't come as a surprise betrayal when rey and kylo ren decided to give his brain a root canal or whatever the fuck. he laid out his betrayal all by himself.]
i understand. i'm still sorry.
[not that he's really expecting a response, but since thrawn is apparently banning him from his life, he goes for it anyway--]
why did you never ask me anything about back home the way you did with rey?